Today sudden want to use English to say something...
Recently,i always in a low mood...
don't know what happen to me...
always wants to cry..
today morning , i went to school as before...
heard the song of michael jackson'you are not alone'
i sat among my friends....beside Pei sHY
that time...i had never want to cry or what..
but....when i sat in ressembly....
sudden i so depressed and tears wanna went down!!!
on my god...
because i kept thinking my sister..
she is going to study in KUALA LUMPUR/SINGAPORE..
i so can't apart with her....
at that time...i nearly cried but i held my cry...
i wanted to go back my class faster to let out my cry....
i wanted Pei Shy'console.
i kept holding my tears....
finnaly the resembly was finished.
but i no longer want to have any cry..
Maybe i had turn my attention from thinking my sister;s things...
These days always like this...
this second wanna to cry...
next second i may laugh loudly..
crazy to me...
what happen to me!!
always sad....
BUT....when i am with pei shy..
i no longer sad anymore...
onli laugh...
we saw the handsome boy and laugh together.....
haha..
haizz...
i want to concentrate in my studies...
i can't think such strange feeling anymore...
i got to have a person to hear my feeling...
i have to let my feeling out from my complicated mind...
A Yan looks understand my feeling....
about apart....
what am i doing ....
crazy!